Day 1 of get the fat off !!!!

Ok so here I am, starting Weight Watchers tonight!!! I swore I would never do this, my pig headiness and my vanity usually does most of the talking. After a new digital camera for Christmas and lots of Holiday party pics with Friends and family I didn't recognize myself in those pics, everyone looked great. I looked large and not because of bad photography and was just getting bigger by each holiday party, more chins, and seriously how many muffin tops can one pair of jeans withstand??? Not bakers dozen that's for sure. I think it finally hit when my big, stretched out comfy pants were tight on my ass, a first I must say. So to keep you out of suspense I am 30 lbs over weight, and I am short. 5'2 to be exact so in a nut shell I feel a little down and dumpy. All my life until my thirties of course I have been thin with the exception of two kids who promptly took the life away in my boobs and put pretty little pinks lines down my hips, stomach, and butt. I am not complaining I have great kids, who I truly think don't care what I look like. My husband on the other hand is very concerned with staying fit, he rises every weekday morning at 4:30 to go to the high school gym to lift weighs for an hour, while I am in dream land, and honestly probably dreaming of food or some restaurant!! He also had me thinking, well if he is going to be good arm candy for me, well then I want to be his hot arm candy only fair right? Ok so I not for sure about this Weight Watchers thing tonight I will blog in the am with results. And I know i have to be totally honest it this is going to work so I will give a the juicy details...UGHHHHH This blog will prolly read like a bad reality show in VH1!!! Til the am wish me luck.